2+ Collective Consciousness

Confession

From the depths of my soul a confession i no longer wish to carry. I thought you were someone else; the lens I perceived you through was a misconception of reality tied to the Altered State of Consciousness Groomed into my psyche since birth known as Christianity. The person I perceived you to be does not exist; I am finally able to cognitively acknowledge the veracity of my error.  With each new day, the truth resonates within my mental and energetic body, allowing me to anchor into what is real beyond the illusions of my conditioning that taught me to be codependent serving men and patriarchal design in the name of Jesus Christ. My actions toward you have been undoubtedly selfishly one sided. Legal services are unnecessary; I removed the papa Smurf photo from my website, closed social media, and deleted excess email profiles in hopes of evolving beyond my own imperfections. Living and learning daily offering occasional perspective as to why I would unpack an eternity of emotion in your direction. Here is what I’ve concluded:

I did it so I could say  “I’m a Bad Girl, Daddy” and mean it while being able to feel the resonance of it. I did it because I couldn’t see beyond my own bull shit. I did it knowing if you are mine and I am yours there is nothing that will keep us apart no matter how hard I try to fuck it up. I did it because if You aren't mine and I'm not yours then embodied internal Faith is as wicked as practiced external faith. I did it because I want to wrap my legs around you and ground them into Mother Earth. The moment I looked into your eyes, YOU showed me how to make it my reality in a very unconventional fashion. Watch out World here comes the 2+Collective Consciousness....